Selasa, 10 Desember 2013

apparently this has been seventeen rocking years

Selasa, 10 Desember 2013

01.00 Am
Funny how I remembered back to those days i used to do one silly thing on my birthday or a day before it, every year. Like three or four years ago i got a tattoo at the back of my neck. or colored my hair red. it sorta became my tradition every year, (well i ombre my hair green this year, still there, but that doesn't count) =)
Now today, I just take a moment to think. I have been through a lot. Problems, heart breaks, dissapointments, cries, those were all happened for a reason that made me who i am today. I think of all the bad things I've done and all the past mistakes I've made....then I’ve come to the conclusion that Life works this way and leads you to better things. I think of what person i want to be for the next years, what woman will i become, well i'm still trying to become a better person, still got a lot of things to learn.
At this point of my life, i feel grateful for what i have, that i surrounded by people I love, I have a very loving boyfriend, bestfriends, family, everything is in a good vibrant. And thank god for that.
Still fighting for the exams tho, i just wish things going great for this two last semesters in my high school life yay (sad still)
So it’s another chapter in my book of the never ending cycle of Life. I welcome the next chapter with open arms and can’t wait to discover new things and perhaps new people.

I think that's pretty much of tonite. Bummer that tomorrow is still uas. Hahaha you know, It's a bit sad knowing The fact that on the first day of my seventeenth age i can't even sleep, blogging, instead of studying AND STILL my grammar sucks?????? whatever. 



xoxo, erina



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