HI IT'S 9.30 PM BAYBEEEY - I have no idea why i just said that.
I (finally) open my laptop because I knew this was going to be a big blogging day for me in explaining the events that happened for the past 3 months and I wanted no detail forgotten or unintentionally erased from my psyche. ...............Well, actually i'll just fast forward the story.
So, i had been in a rough time where i couldn't decide where to go. For some of you who already knew me, you know that (i was thinking) either go to Fakultas teknik, or kedokteran. Well, funny story, after i got rejected in SNMPTN undangan, i turned the wheels and MADE THE BIGGEST AND SUDDEN DECISION to apply SBMPTN test to Manajemen UGM. That was actually my burden long dream that came up to my mind again to study there. Then i felt the dilemma and all the depression. I only got 20 days to study all 3-freaking-years materi IPS. I took the IPC test, I applied to Manajemen-Teknik Industri-Teknik Sipil. People said that was like a suicide, 'cause, at that 20 days left, i had to study all indo english fisika matematika biologi kimia PLUS ekonomi sejarah geografi sosiologi. But i will do whatever it takes, i will roll and struggle even it drops my ass off, to get what i want. I literally studied 19 hours a day non-stops and turned out, I got pretty much satisfying score in the tryouts and Thank God, i passed the test.
IT HAS BEEN A VERY FAST BUT LONG ROAD
And now here I am, a freshman in Management UGM. I chopped my turquoise hair short before student orientation avoiding judgemental people. But it was worth it, the days were fun until came all shiz like social studies,orientation things,events. Not mentioning the task and I am frantic!! You know when there is just no time to rest and all you want is just a deep deep sleep? That is me at the moment , that has been me for the past week. The last thing I want to do is put on pants and I keep finding myself in situations where I have to look pretty. Reading that last sentence back made me kinda hate myself but it’s true! +++ I miss my bf and highschool friends and This is already the umpteenth times a skip my Yoga course, i don't do any sport and I have been EATING! A lot of junk food to be specific, a lot of Pizza and breads and unnecessary amounts of dessert that I don’t even like, i got influenza and as I have mentioned 94752975297539 times to you all, I have NOT been feeling 100 percent, which is very much the truth but I’m not sure skipping yoga is going to be the cause of my condition worsening.
Well, good news are, I love the new atmosphere, i get along really well, I am excited about many things at once, and the feb building is beyond great (Cliche.............but true).
Happy WEDNESDAY- IT’S ALMOST THE WEEKEND!!!!!!
