Gosh, Im such a girl

''I can't see anything that I don't like about you."
"But you will! But you will. You know, you will think of things. And I'll get bored with you and feel stuck because that's what happens with me."
"Okay."
"Okay."


Screwed this. It's not gonna work between us. I know, he's such a good person, but for the reason (that i can't explain here), his kindness is just killing me instead. So i kinda confused, scared, and terrified of what i supposed to do. Hurting someone else ain't always as easy as it seems you know. Okay, i think a lot. These are some of what my friends said via chat and messages *translated it to eng*

"I know exactly what you feel right now, I do. And based on my experience, after gettin' thru this painful things, you'll find someone, waaaaaaaaaaaaay better than him. It's not your fault, dear. It's his fault. BLACK-LIST him." -rani-

"What if someday you'll like him? But if you really aren't, so don't keep going on. Who knows maybe he wasn't being serious and he'll lookin' for someone else right after you left?" -fira-

"For that person, you're his 'love for a lifetime'. Just be honest, say that straight to his face. Even if it's painful. Im pretty sure he's gonna be alright." -fito-

"you did the right thing. if you said you love him which is actually you don't, Sure it's gonna be more like 'mean' " -inka-

They are so right, and im not supposed to have the stress of it. I've got enough on right now without having to think about it. I already have all of that great friends and i couldn't ask more. I don't have time for all of this, i know.
Gosh, im such a girl.