Getting myself sad again

"The worst thing about getting your heart broken is going to sleep, and knowing you’re going to wake up and nothing has changed." — Anonymous

Do you have to go? Do you really have to go? What’s changed?

Is it me?

Is it you? 

You were once stranger, you were once mine. Tell me what you are now. And What happen to the laugh to the tears we used to share? Is it that easy for you to let go all of those? But No. Not for me.

Have you ever been in love?

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like “maybe we should be just friends” turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain."

— Neil Gaiman

Hey there lazy ass

Weekly Fave illustrator: Rebekka Seale

I think the title 'weekly fave illustrator' doesnt sound quite right remembering that im not that "weekly" consequent on posting this. Haha
SO. after I hop onto this....hop onto that....i found this illustrator with her gorgeous arts....
REBEKKA SEALE From East Nashville, Tennessee

This REALLY is my fave art of all time. For more peaceful, water color based arts of hers, go buy her arts on her etsy shop :-)

xoxo, erina

New chapter

Hai. Sekarang saya sudah kelas tiga dan mau lebih fokus belajar dan berusaha.
(that somehow sounds creepy)
....
OK. But Shit about to get real here. I really have to set my goals. This is a new chapter of my life where i soon began to make plans of what i want to be on the next level. I need to get myself motivated, need to stay positive, eliminate time wasters, tons of prays and of course. CHILL OUT.
(First day of school and i already got the tremendous headache that did not dissipate until the next morning….
what the fück? )

xoxo, erina

Weekly fave illustator: Ashley Goldberg

Hi Hi I'm back again posting about My Weekly Fave Illustrator (After a long long time huh?) Haha so recently i Just surfed over the internet and i found this very talented illustrator Ashley Goldberg :-)

I love her illustration it's kinda odd in a cute way. For more arts of hers, visit her etsy shop^^

xoxo, erina

Greeting to Someone

P.S I love being a couple with you:-)