apparently this has been seventeen rocking years

01.00 Am

Funny how I remembered back to those days i used to do one silly thing on my birthday or a day before it, every year. Like three or four years ago i got a tattoo at the back of my neck. or colored my hair red. it sorta became my tradition every year, (well i ombre my hair green this year, still there, but that doesn't count) =)

Now today, I just take a moment to think. I have been through a lot. Problems, heart breaks, dissapointments, cries, those were all happened for a reason that made me who i am today. I think of all the bad things I've done and all the past mistakes I've made....then I’ve come to the conclusion that Life works this way and leads you to better things. I think of what person i want to be for the next years, what woman will i become, well i'm still trying to become a better person, still got a lot of things to learn.

At this point of my life, i feel grateful for what i have, that i surrounded by people I love, I have a very loving boyfriend, bestfriends, family, everything is in a good vibrant. And thank god for that.

Still fighting for the exams tho, i just wish things going great for this two last semesters in my high school life yay (sad still)

So it’s another chapter in my book of the never ending cycle of Life. I welcome the next chapter with open arms and can’t wait to discover new things and perhaps new people.

I think that's pretty much of tonite. Bummer that tomorrow is still uas. Hahaha you know, It's a bit sad knowing The fact that on the first day of my seventeenth age i can't even sleep, blogging, instead of studying AND STILL my grammar sucks?????? whatever. 

xoxo, erina

One day, you'll meet a guy

One day you'll meet a guy. And ultimately, he's going to find out,
How you chew, how you sip, how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day.
How your face looks underneath all your makeup. How you love chocolate, how you can be hyper at times, how certain games and shows make you really happy.
How cranky you can get when you're tired, how you think you look bad in all your photos.
He's going to know everything about you

And you know what?
He's still going to love you

 

 

Weekly Fave Illustrator: Michelle

Michelle, or, unitedthread (her well known illustator name) is a very talented illustator from Dover, NH, United States. I was accidentally seeing her arts when I was hoping to etsy shop t0 find a piece or so of a great workart and then i saw hers. And, yeah, you can see that she's pretty much genius because all of her artwork has deep meaning. How she represents the moral value through her arts is just great

water hole

antique jellyfish

barn owl and branches

watering hole

for more of her artworks....just hop to her etsy shop, you won't regret. Hoho

xoxo, erina

MP Team Campaign 2013

I'm up for the MP Team Campaign Summer 2013 'La La Land' yippie-k-yay! This season collection is all about Bold color, Edgy and Embrace-your-weirdness-looks (ft. Urban Outfitters). Ever since two and half years ago I was (and still!) one MP majorbabes and this Summer video campaign featuring Chloe is my favourite ever, Chloe Norgard is one lovely rainbow haired lady she's beyond adorable and such inspiration :-) Be Brave and Free!

xo, Erina.

i feel you robin

Barney: Hey.
Robin: What's up? Thought you were going on some big date.
Barney: Robin, I know you're upset.
Robin: What? No, I have never been this happier. And this Anita sounds lovely. I'm so glad that the two of you just randomly find each other. It just warms my frickin' heart.
Barney: So you are not upset?
Robin: Of course im upset! Don't you see how you constantly talking about your conquest and this anita makes me feel like I'm just another number to you?
Barney: But you're not just another number to me.
Robin: And now, you're taking this Anita, who you barely know, on this amazing date, when I never got treated that way. It just, it just sucks, it just sucks. that's all.
Barney: Wow, i know i was bad at being boyfriend, but i had no idea i'd be so much worse being an ex-boyfriend. Im sorry. What can i do to make it up to you?
Robin: Nothing, barney. You've already proven I'm not important.


This just kept me thinking, maybe im just another number to you, yeah it just sucks. it just sucks

.

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This is a godbye then

I heard the news that you're already with her. So it's real, huh? So you're really with her? So you really won't be around anymore? I'm sad and crying over myself for being this stupid and pathetic. For those regrets and apologize and endless "What If"s.But I'm happy for both of you. Happy that you already find the one who can brings happiness and put back the smile on your face. Even if I didn't expect that it would be this fast. But it's fine, it will be fine for me even if it takes time.

So this is a good bye then. This is really it. You already long gone, and moved on.